i think the question is not whether i should give the exam or not, its what do i want with my life and whether this fits into it somehow?
btw what do i really want with my life?
4 hours ago
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ive spent the last two days lying with a heat pack on my back, watching tv. what a relief that i didnt have to open my books and study, the fact that i desperately look for excuses makes me wonder why im doing this in the first place. sometimes u do things, and somewhere along the line u actually forget why u even started it. but does that mean u stop and figure out what ur doing, or u go ahead with it cause afterall there must be a valid reason behind it afterall? If i stop and later realise it was important after all, ive missed a big opportunity..but i go ahead with and later realise i dont even care anymore, what do i do then?
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Though we have never met, however, I have established a perception about you on the basis of your blogs; and in my opinion, the most significant thing that you want from life is "attention of others".
It seems that you have been extremely loving and caring in the past, and now you want and expect same degree of love and care for yourself.
From that point of view (and as this is based on my perception so can be very much wrong), these exam type things are just a source of time passing for you.
The real thing you miss in your life is someone who listen you and care for you. So I would give you a very personal suggestion (and hope you wouldn't mind) that you should think of getting married. I hope and wish that it would solve if not all then many issues you see in life.
of course i want attention of others, esp ppl i care abt..who doesnt!
And as much as i would like to have a person in my life who i can share things with, i dont necessarily think that marriage is the all encompassing solution you make it out to be!
If not marriage then what else could be a solution? Especially in a country like Pakistan?
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