even with all the things that we're achieving why is that so many of us feel SO unfulfilled!

I wanted to leave a message on Xeb's page, thinking that she would eventually go there to deal with her pain. Strangely i found this...

"this is the last post on my blog. I have decided to discontinue writing on this page for a number of reasons, but the most important one is the need to close some chapters in my life."

 I dont think even she knew the significance of those words when she was writing them. She truly is about to embark on a new chapter in her life, they all are. I just hope that i can help her get through this one, and onto the next one, which i hope brings her more joy.

After so long has something happened that i have been compelled to write. It is unfortunate that what i write is not of a joyous nature, but of a sad demise. Xeb's dad died this morning; doesnt matter when, doesnt matter how, someone we all loved is not here anymore.

The pain in her voice was unbearable, her words barely audible. My own words were just a jumble; a scramble like everything else in my head. Nothing i say will ever dim the pain, nothing i ever do will bring him back. 

I just pray that they have the strength to move on, for time to heal their scaring wounds...always knowing that they are not alone, there are still many who love them still!