After so long has something happened that i have been compelled to write. It is unfortunate that what i write is not of a joyous nature, but of a sad demise. Xeb's dad died this morning; doesnt matter when, doesnt matter how, someone we all loved is not here anymore.

The pain in her voice was unbearable, her words barely audible. My own words were just a jumble; a scramble like everything else in my head. Nothing i say will ever dim the pain, nothing i ever do will bring him back. 

I just pray that they have the strength to move on, for time to heal their scaring wounds...always knowing that they are not alone, there are still many who love them still!